I should be way passed the age to watch the so-called "young idol's drama", but I still do once a while if the cast is right. I've been looking for the reason behind this (why am I being so harsh on myself? Can't I just enjoy it without any reason?) . I think maybe the drama, tho' ideal some times, reminded me of the young days when I am passionate for a lot of things, those days with no financial freedom but full of dreams. I should try to find the passion, not to hold on for things or feelings that've passed.