Why am I writing in English? I followed what Wild Mind suggests: Write with your hand, not brains - thoughts in English is rolling out without thinking. I can never figure out why that I would use a language I would never consider it my mother tongue, but hey it helps. I could write in English without much criticism and thinking. This is my sixth day on 'write with hands' practice and I like this very much. I feel that a piece of me reveals each time, being understood and accepted. Forget about all the supernatural therapies I had intended to experience, writing is all I need for now. It is healthy and, free!